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I must confess, even though there might be some on these boards that disagree with me, I find Valentines Day to be a truly admirable holiday.
Granted, it has become focused more on the gifts one will receive than the thought that should actually be put behind them. But call me naive, call me optimistic, call me whatever you like. I cannot help but find such displays of affection not only charming but admirable. I'm not talking about the diamond necklace displayed in front of a packed restaurant, or dozens of roses bestowed if only so bragging can be had. I'm referring to the simple, hand-made Valentines that express only pure affection, or the gestures made to show someone you care.
I cannot see these things as cheap or commercial, though I could understand how others might see them that way.
Today, I saw a couple in the park. It's not even Valentines yet, but he proposed to her in front of nobody in particular, except for the birds in the tree next to him and of course me, even though I doubt he noticed me at all. I was struck by how pure and open human emotions can be, and how unselfish a human can be for the person he or she loves.
It's something I hope all of us experience, at least once.
Love is not something that can be so easily constrained with words, which is why I feel that most love songs and poetry seem so clumsy in their attempts. Though, perhaps, since love is so sincerely different to each individual, perhaps I cannot comprehend the love spoken of by others -- only recognize it for what it is. Even still, I can't help but be a little taken with the feeling of it, even though at times I wonder if I will ever find love.
It is so easy to think you are in love. But how, exactly, do you know that it is real? I face a conundrum I find I cannot answer.
Perhaps I am just not created to be loved.
Ah, well. I do believe this has been enough introspection, no? Happy Valentines Day, everyone. I hope that you have opportunity to spend it with someone special. I don't mean a date, or a boyfriend, or a husband. Perhaps a sibling, or a friend. As long as you care for them, I believe it counts.
My mother wasn't able to buy me a present for Valentines, but she did give me something.
( Picture. )
Ah well. She might have to go nameless until inspiration hits me. Much like most of my writing, I'll need through studying and introspection before I find something at least passable.
I'm joking. I suppose those not aware of my poetry lessons would not understand the joke, however...
Jennifer Mallory? I was wondering if you'd like to go to this Valentines Party with me. Elle is dragging her brother, so I figured she will have her hands full. Perhaps we can use this time to get to know each other better? I understand if you say no, of course...
And Link, I will see you this afternoon! I'm wearing jeans, as promised! I'm delighted that the weather is so fair, considering. If you have had a change of plans, just let me know. Though, I suppose I might go to the park anyway -- perhaps I could draw something. I'm feeling particularly artistic today.
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